(Forgive me for the title, I couldn't help myself XD)
Alright, so despite having a pretty annoying last couple days EVERYTHING is fantastic. EVERYTHING. I had no idea life could be so... so... easy and care free! I'm getting good grades, I've got awesome friends, and my home life is epic. WOW, MAN. That's all I can really say- WOW, MAN!
In school socializing is a little tense right now because it seem like NO ONE is getting along. It's kind of weird. Last year this school was sooooo friendly. EVERYONE liked each other and there was NO drama. It was like my escape from my own personal problems with people outside of school. But now that I have no problems with anyone and no one to get in my way or upset me outside school, there obviously HAS to be a balance somewhere, right? So now all the kids in school are going to war and I'm just trying to stay out of it. I'm doing a fairly good job with that... except when particularly immature, childish, silly, and provocative students decide to throw their immature, childish, silly, and provocative attitudes at me. I do absolutely NOTHING to get myself drug into these migraine inducing situations. Believe me, if I did, I would brag about it. The only times I DO actually do things to get myself drug in are when I turn into an IRL troll, but when that happens I just sit back and enjoy the show. But recently I've be brought into all this drama because... ?? I really don't know- but it's alright. So these certain students throw their attitudes around and apparently expect me not to throw some of my own back. Well they are sadly mistaken. You see, I don't take that sort of thing anymore. I did for years, now I’m done. I’m not going to sit back and be some pouty little weak pussy who wants to do nothing but please others. I couldn’t GIVE A SHIT about making the people around me happy- and so I don’t GIVE A SHIT about hurting anyone’s feelings… and so I say whatever is on my mind. True, this could get me in trouble- but usually whatever is on my mind isn’t anything that would really offend anyone- thus no problems. But NOW, during this storm of drama, MOST of what I have buzzing through my mind will offend someone. It’s quite an effective way of sorting out the people I’d like to continue socializing with and those who I should just ignore all together, though.
Also, I could deny the fact that I’m enjoying all this… but I won’t. I LOVE seeing people upset and flustered. I looove watching them have meltdowns. I am one of the most insensitive people I know, and I don’t fucking care. One of my greatest hobbies is screwing with people’s minds. I fuck with them so much they don’t know up from down, left from right. It’s a very VERY mean thing to do… I LOVE it! The last thing on my mind right now is being nice and making people like me. I’d much rather just have fun, be me, and cause a little light-hearted chaos. Not to mention I’m very sarcastic and snarky. Most of the things I say are put into the “bitchy but playful” category; only adding the playful bit so people won’t get all bruised up about it. I don’t need that. It’s not fun. All I want is fun~.
Alright~!!! Besides the in school tension, which you would think is effecting me a lot more than it is because I wrote so much about it, I’M HAPPY AS A CLAM!
I met a dog a few weeks ago. Guys, I’m in love
She’s such a sweetheart. She’s a malamute husky, about 7-9 years old- she’s grey and white and has brown eyes, and her name is Venus. Oh I just love her. A few weeks ago dad and I went to the animal shelter by my school to drop off some blankets for them- I decided I wanted to see the dogs, because I love dogs. So a lady at the shelter gave up a tour. When we went into the little area where all the dog kennels are, the VERY FIRST one on the left was Venus. She was the only dog not barking when we got in there. She just stood there and looked at me like “o hai- don’t I know you?” And that’s EXACTLY how I felt. I feel like I know her somehow. Afterwards, the lady offered to show us some papers n the temperament tests they do on the dogs- just to show us, you know? She said “Is there any specific dog’s files you’d like to see?” Of course I went “Ooooh… well… How about that husky?” She’s suuuch a sweetheart. She scored really high on all her temperament tests and what not. I loved her so much, I felt drawn to her. When we got home I was so upset, I knew I’d never even see her again. But guess what~ Last week mom and I went back to the shelter to drop off more supplies for them and I told mom “You HAVE to see this dog-
I have to see this dog!” So we went back and mom looked at all the dogs and I just stood with Venus and talked to her a little (it’s kind of loud in there, though). Then I made mom look at all her papers, then we left. We talked a little bit about how we might be able to convince my dad to let me get her. I’ve done NOTHING but try to convince him since then. He even said I was allowed to get my eyebrow pierced for Christmas (been wanting to do this for a while now) and I said I would give that up if we could get Venus. We’re going to go back to the shelter every week to drop supplies off for them and I’m excited to see her again this Friday.
So there’s life and everything- wanna know how I’m going to tie in the universe? WEEEELL~ Today in biology we read about the atom smasher re-launch. So this atom smasher thing is going to help us understand how the universe was made? I will proudly admit that this is a
tad bit beyond my understanding XD
SO THERE YOU GO. ALL ABOUT (MY) LIFE, THE UNVIERSE AND EVERYTHING (AROUND ME).
Basically.
tl;dr?
Meh, it was nothing important! XD
p.s.
I love that little emote for my mood, it's adorable XD
My IRL Friends- Achieving The Impossible
Disbelief
Bliss
Lmao
